The Masterplan

Polyclinique du Sud, Marrakech (Marroco)
Sunday, Dec 23, 2007

We came here for our Christmas break. We came here to enjoy the city, the food and the culture. Like any other vacationers, we came here with a PLAN... our vacation plan.

A plan is still a plan. But God holds every key to His masterplan. This is what I have believed since I was a kid. A man can always make a plan in his life, but it is up to God if He would give you the privilege to make it happen.

Today, in Marrakech, God once again showed us His power and His masterplan.
He had given us the joy of keeping the fetus for two months in Dita's store, but then He eventually decided to take it away from us. As painful as it could be, Dita and I could only pray, down on our knees. We were of course disappointed. We just lost our unborn baby. We lost our miracle. We cried. Yet, we were not mad at God. Who are we to be mad at Him? He has given us a lot in our lives. Now if He wants to take it back from us, He has the ultimate power to do so. We don't. It hurt (even until now...), but we both are believers. Everything we have on earth belongs to Him. We believe that.

Now we advance with our lives....

We also would like to thank our families and friends for their supports from a distance. Even though we are apart, their words are meant the world to us in that particularly hard time.

Rest in peace, our unborn baby
Merry Christmas, baby Jesus

Only for a time
I must not learn to call you mine
Familiarize that face, those eyes
Make future plan that cannot be confirmed
On borrowed time
On easy terms....

("Easy Terms", Blood Brothers)